glad to hear from you again!

and as for molly, she wil always be your friend.... maybe try to talk to her about the things you have been experiencing in college. If she doesn't respond to that, keep her as a friend, tell her somethings... and maybe she eventually wil catch up tp your maturity level....

Well your situation is tough.

Maybe give molly some time to mature because everyone matures eventually.

confront her about it possibly.

tell her that you would like to see her act as more of an adult.

but dont try to change her.

and you can also go back with Molly sometimes to. you can be your goofy teenage self everyone once in a while.

I hope this helps. Congrats about the baby!

yeah some cash for the summer sounds good!!!! It must be hard to work at sturbucks but try to get some very comfortable shoes... as a nurse i am constantly on my feet... and i always get proffesional shoes.... it REALLy helps....

did you get to see the pictures i posted on the entry of my birthday?! take a lok and tell me what you think,,,,

i am sorry to hear abotu your sister... but like other times she'll pull through you;ll see.....

I have a friend who goes to UCSC... he loves it, it is near the beach only a couple of blocks.... just there.... he loves it... i haven;t been there but as long as the ocean is there... no problem....

and it is good to hear that you got such god friends... you are one lucky girl....

he really was an amazing friend.
and an amazing person.
but i will be fine.
he is not in pain.
anymore.

gennifer.

One hell of a nightmare! thanks for your coment!

sid

You said you like my diary.... and that makes me feel good.  I don't get to here too often, but look forward to reading all about you!

[LarrySmith]

Thank you. Yeah, I'm very lucky and I thank my lucky stars everyday that he is part of my life. I am not religious but I do believe I am truly blessed.

And, don't worry, moms can ALWAYS find a way to...make no sense at all. Trust me, my mom is the same way....

awww thanks! you will just don't settle for less

i would NEVER tell my mom about my virginity... NO WAY... she is the old fashion way... she doesn't need to know.... how didi you build up the courage to tell your mom?

Anyway, as for your crush on karen... it is weird... i don't think i've ever feel that way about a girl... like you sometimes i do look at women i guess is just curiosity IDK....

Home is my comfort place too... i go there a LOT... i lived 15 minutes from my mom... LOL...

anytime=]

i have alot of problems going on right now too=/

but mostly just drama

im sad to hear she likes another guy=/

maybe someday you can tell her how u feel=]

hun its okay=]

dont feel weird.

maybe your bi?

i actually had a crush on one of my friends a while ago

her name was lexi.

we had a sleepover and i felt differnt around her

but i moved and i didnt feel that way ever again

maybe you should find out if karen is into you and just try it out,

see how it works=]

im here for u to talk to if u ever want to=]

thanks for ou advice! And i read your entry. Glad that you alone figure out the things between luke and you. Know you knoe that you guys can only be friends..... good friends.....

Congrats for the house you found.... you'll have fun... good luck on your exams!

sorry to hear about your sister.... but yes you have to be with her... that's all she needs right now... and she hasn't have problems getting pregnant so i don't think she will have them again... just wait two months and she can try again! and also.... tell her that everything happen for a reason and she might not see it now but eventually she will... just be with her.... y aunt went through two miscarriage one before her son and one after... the second one her husband knew about the miscarriage after the ER visit.... so i know what things can be going through your mind about how to helo your sister... good luck....

and as for emily and your friends... just be yourself... you will never be replace.... emily is new and everybody is gettign to know her... and maybe for a while you'll feel replace but you cant be replace no one can.... you are unique.. and your friends like you... i have felt like that before... i have felt left out too which is worst :(.... but then i learned that things change.. they aren't always going to be the same between friends... especially after you graduate....

oh thanks for your comments!

well, i realize that the older we get our friends DO grow apart... but that doesn't mean they are not your friends anymore.... they love you the same... you probably miss spending time with all of them like before but things always change. It was hard to get used to it but then you realize that it has to happen, you meet new people but that doesn't mean you forget about the others...

and your temper is because you have sttopped smoking, keep it up! you can do it...! you can quit smoking for good!

and as for luke, just call him every other day to see how he is doing and try to see him once a week, and if you think he is getting distant with you just tell him....

and thanks for your comment ...

Tough situatuion between you and luke .... just think if it's worth to risk his friendship or not. because if you tell him how you feel your friendship with him will never be the same... but then you will never know how it would have been if he actually feels the same about you...

and BE STRONG whn he is telling you about the other girl.... good luck 

what a big problem you have!!!!

well, first think if you feel like risking your friendship qith lano or luke. If you think is worth it with one of them DO IT! tha's a sign that he might be the one.... but keep in mind that there is always a chance that it might not work.... and with regards to lano and molly, don't worry if lano decides to go back with molly then you stop sleeping with him but in the meanwhile molly is not his girlfriend so she can't get mad at you.... good luck and let us know how things are going!

kk i fort u wer younger!

lol no one gets dat ive had loads peeps asking me so i just told dem and deleted their comments !

but ill keep yrs

wooh hav a gr8 life!

soz 2 sound like a total mum but how old r u ?

[wonderlandgirl]

you have to try to quit smoking... it's not good! u can do it!

thanks for ur comment as for the sex thing we got pretty close but i don't think that was the whole deal... but he was nce and gentle so i thik he is the rigth guy to be my first :) he said we would have more next time! but i think i am ready...i'm 23 after all....

thank you

I am glad that you liked my poem

Luke sounds like a great guy

I hope he sticks for a long while

take care

it does take strength and courage to live

hugs

c.

lucky you,... you have found a man that listens.... i have two goo dfriends who are guys and they are just guys,,, yeah they do listen but not always.....anyway.... make sure to make luke feel like he really matters to you... feeling as a third wheel is horrible.

yeah i guess... we will all fall in love one day... just think the sex thing well... you will remember your first time forever.....

thaks for your comment!

Thank you. I completely agree with your comment! Very helpful. I just don't want to butt into things too much since I am the ex that she met through him... blah. This sucks.

As far as your entry, you are definately not a bad person. Just the fact you question the whole sex thing proves that. But, if I were you, I would wait until you LOVE someone. I know, I know so...cliche...however, in the end, you will be happy if you choose to wait. Trust me. When its with someone you love, its amazing and it isn't just sex. You'll see...but ya have to experience it to understand. Either way ya choose, good luck!!

that reminds me... when i though that i was gonna have sex for the first time my friend didn't have a condom so NO WAY! we just played around... oral sex.. not for me... and yes i;m still a virgin....hopefully i'll find the right guy!

ummm congrats??

:*:KeLsEy:*: